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Fri, 13 Feb 2004 04:09:53 GMT

I moved to: www.livejournal.com/~elijah_diseased

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Mon, 02 Feb 2004 04:51:20 GMT

Testing to see if this small thingy works. Ignore.

Sat, 13 Dec 2003 05:33:56 GMT

I WANT ELIJAH WOOD. TO FUCK ME NOW, AND FUCK ME GOOD. UNTIL I CAN'T FUCKING WALK ANYMORE!

Have you noticed that I've grown a liking to say 'fuck' all the time. It's fun. Blame Joseph please. FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK. AHAHAHAHA. *ahem* But I seriously wanna do Elijah, and if you must know. My obsession is back, I can't believe I flew away from the ... words can't explain who he is, he's just so fucking gorgeous, and I'll stop saying fuck. Oops, I said it again. xP

McDonalds

Thu, 11 Dec 2003 23:04:31 GMT

I just bought a double cheese hamburger and I'm eating like I haven't ate for ages. Actually, I haven't ate anything all day until now. I didn't have enough time to get my daily dose of coffee, orange juice, toast, and cereal. I was studying since last night until an hour ago, so I thought studying was more important then food. Odd. I know. xP Man, this song makes me wanna see Detroit Rock City. :-/ I'll think I'll go do that.

6 MORE DAYS UNTIL I GET TO SEE RETURN OF THE KING! FUCK YEAH, BABY! *licks Frodo*</hr>

I'm not perverted. xDD

Thu, 11 Dec 2003 04:13:05 GMT

HOLY FUCKING HELL! CLAY AIKEN LOOKED DAMN SEXY! I nearly fainted. *goes back to breathing normally* I'm still mad he didn't pick me as his guitarist. Oh well, maybe next time? Come on, show some love to your fellow southerners, Clay! ... Even if the Atlas for Texas cut out El Paso. *pokes them*

WTF?! WTF?! WHAAAAAAT THEEEEEEEEEEEEE FUUUUUUUUUCK?! 50 WON A FUCKING AWARD WHEN HE CLEARLY RAPS ABOUT SHIT THAT ANYONE CAN RAP ABOUT IN SECONDS! Seether should of won an award, they clearly deserved one. I can't believe LP didn't win anything, 3 Doors Down won it instead. As much as I like that band, they aren't as good as LP but that's just my opinion.

When the fuck is AAR going to win something? Seriously. Music awards are getting pathetic. Does anyone know what good music is anymore?

I'll stop rambling. I HATE THAT FUCKING DOG TOO! HE DISSED CLAY! HOW DARE HE! *chokes it* Yeah, I'm pissed off. Billboard Awards sucked this year. *sighs* At least Clay peformed. *is happy* And Evanescence.

Fri, 05 Dec 2003 05:27:19 GMT

I'm going to see Return of the King twice! On December 17 and on my birthday. My mom can't wait until my birthday so I'm not going to school that day, she wants me to have a LotR day. *is all happy*

I got done watching a special program about RotK on ABC. It was good. I was crying at the clip they showed though. Damn me for being so emotional. I need to ask Jake if he can come with us, Joseph is coming with us. But since it's like, 10 already over here. I need to get some rest.

Oh and one other thing, I'm going to the Christmas tree lighting here on Saturday, yay. xDD I'll make this longer, because ... I have no idea. I flushed Joseph's 'Nightmare Before Christmas' pillow case down the toilet because he got me mad and shit and when he noticed what I did he yells "NO WAY!" and I just calmly said "Way." haha, it would of been funny if you were there. Yeah. *shuts up*

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Go me. xDD

Meh.

Tue, 02 Dec 2003 07:04:08 GMT

First off, let me just say, that I'm glad I didnt' get you confused about the lj cut coding, Raquel. Glad I helped out. But anything for a friend, really. :) *hugs*

Wow. School was long for me today, I thought it would never end. It's odd because Thanksgiving vacation went really fast, and I had 4 days to relax and stuff, but today went so slow when it should of been switched around. Yeah, that didn't make any sense, but what do you expect, it's 11 at night. I'm tired. But my head hurts a little and I'm too hyper to sleep. After school I went to my cousins house and dropped off some pans that they brought during Thanksgiving it's no fun having pans clatter and make lots of noise in your back pack while your walking. I even got chased by a dog because of them. x_X After that I went home watched TV, then Jake calls me up like 20 mintues later asking if I could come over so I did right after my mom got home and stuff because I can't leave the chicken that I put in the oven by itself, it might explode. xP When I got to Jake's house he was in his boxers, and it didnt even take me long to get to his house because he lives in the same street as me. Yes, I've been meaning to mention that him and his family moved at the nice empty house on my street and it's big enough for him and his family so now Joseph, Jake, and I can become musketeers on the street. xP I discovered I'm a bad kisser. Kind of. It's like I have to pull Jake to me in order to kiss him or have people around us so we can show off. Cuddling is nice, but I would like a kiss or two. Now I'm just whining over a simple thing. Meh, I'll talk to Joseph about it, or maybe Jake instead. I don't know.

VERY long convo of Debbie and I

Me: I love you like a fat kid loves cake, pass it on. xP Haha, not really, I do love you like a fat kid loves cake just don't pass it on. I just felt like saying that. :-\ Gah. I'm not doing my homework because I'm stupid and can't think properly so I'm just giving my paper filling out thingy for English a very weird look. xP Dude, that diary entry is so rad. I wish I was there. :-(

Auto response from Debbie: homework. fun stuff.

who was cool enough to be there?
*points to self*

Debbie: haha. well I love you like a fat kid loves cake too! xP *wants to pass it on anyway* lol Yeah, me doing homework right now consists of looking at Clay and Relient K pictures *is bad* hehe. I was so happy when I saw they put it up. xD I wanna go back and do it all again. hehe. I wish you were there too!

Me: Yay, haha, it's nice to pass it on. I kept saying that to everyone well, not everyone just certain people that are special. xP Lmao, thats the best homework ever! I keep looking at AAR and Clay pictures, even if it's the same picture over and over again. It's hard to get tired of them. x_X Lol, I can see the entry now if I were there "There was this really crazy girl that kept yelling 'Dude! You're so rad like woah' and was jumping around like a bunny high on something" xP I'm crazy when I'm at concert, it could be some dull concert where the singer cant even sing and I'll still be jumping up and down and trying to have the crowd catch me, and yeah. You would be backing away and telling people "Do you know her? Because I certainly don't. " xP Meh, it's bad being hyper so late at night. *is never eating pie at this time*

Debbie: Ha, I love saying that. *tells everyone, even the not cool people just so she can keep saying it* xP Yeah it is! Too bad my real homework is just sitting there collecting dust. xP Relient K is like, the coolest band ever. lol I was soo close to getting one of their CD's today too! I'll probably get it Wednesday though. xDD Haha! Yeah everyone at the concert was crazy! lol I thought it was super hilarious that my youth pastor fell off a chair (which they weren't supposed to be on in the first place. xP) But yeah, the security was like, pyscho and made us go sit down! And they did do it in the middle of a song too! lol Haha, well I think I would be jumping around going crazy with you! xP

Me: Lol, 'tis funny and nice to say. I told that to Jake's pikachu plushie, haha, I didn't even know he had one. Eeep. Anyways he got jealous over it and started bashing it up. But I couldn't help poor pikachu. :-( My boyfriend is becoming violent. *gasps and hides* Haha. *sets her homework next to yours so it can collect dust too* Oooh, perty dust. *sneezes* Lol, I don't know many fans of Relient K but you have go to be the biggest fan. *nods* Aw, I hope you get it soon! xDD LMFAO! That's hilarious. Dude, what kind of security peopel were they? It must of been their first time because you should suspect crazyness at a concert. *nods* Yay! Then he would call us up on stage and ask us to sing with him even if I'll be like "Uh ... Yeah, blah blha blah. I don't know this song ... blah blah blah." and get chairs thrown at me. xP

Debbie: Hahahaha. Poor little plushie! lol *pokes your boyfriend* Don't be like that! lol Whoo! Now our homework can be friends and do each other! (oops! wait.. I don't mean like that! lol that sounded wrong. xP) I remembered my friend Stephen's a really big Relient K fan (I saw it on his profile a looong time ago) but he moved up to Orange County like, 2 years ago so he wouldn't be able to burn the cd's for me. lol hehe. I dunno, they weren't very nice though! lol I guess they thought all the little Christian teenagers were gonna kill someone or something. xP Whooo! That would be awesome! lol They had the words up on the screen for us! So we could sing along! hehe

Me: *sends pikachu to your house* He can be safe there. xP lmfao! I laughed out loud at that one *hopes she didn't wake up anyone* If only that certain person didn't invent the whole "do" word to be perverted. xP Aw that sucks, ok, so you and Stephen are Relient K's biggest fans, yay! LOL! Geez, I would of just shoved them out of the way, not caring if they get hurt or something. I'm so mean. I'm a care bear, I shouldn't be mean. *does care bear unite thingy* xP Yay! My voice is horrible though, I can only sing nicely if theres at least 5 people singing along, so I would need you and the whole band to sing along. lol

Debbie: Whoo! PikaCHU! *is amused for some odd reason xP* Haha, yeah bad bad person! *pokes them* They took a perfectly good word and killed it! lol Haha, yeah right. I'm no where close. I wish I was though, cause then I would be super cool! lol *makes an effort to become the biggest fan lol* Haha I wish I could have, but they were so many people up there you really coudn't do anything. hehehe. Woo! I love Care Bears! hehe. Psh, I've heard you sing and you have a good voice! Me on the other hand, I suck. xP Nothing could help me. Ooh, I screamed so much at the concert my voice was gone for most of today! lol HOLY THUD! I just choked on my pumpkin bread. no words can describe that. lol Mr Diva with those big old boots lol

Me: Lmao! My brother likes saying it like that, I sneezed when I was about to say Pikachu, and it actually came out like PikaCHU, lol. Tis funny. *nods* LMAO! But thats okay, because once I todl my mom. "I'm going to do Jake tonight. It's going to be hella good" and she just went "Okay, have fun." pssh, my mom needs to catch up with the slang. And no I did not do Jake. xP But you're already cool. *cries* Why must you not think you aren't cool?! It makes me sad. :-( Haha, I was about to say "You haven't heard my voice" but I forgot you have. I still say I suck, but I'll just agree with you anyways. xP Noooo! You will never suck! NEEEEEEVER! *falls off chair* Lol! Well, at least you weren't close to the big speakers, I was at the LP concert, nearly lost my hearing, when we got out I kept yelling because I could hardly hear myself talking. *pokes speakers* AWWWWW! THe first one is adorable, even if it came out huge on my screen and the 2nd, three pics are cool. I want his glasses, and those boots are odd, but cool. Becuase he has them. lol

Debbie: Hahaha. That's funny! LOL! My mom would be like "WHAT? No.. actually you're not!?' lol Tehehe. I could be soo much cooler though!! xP Aww. Don't be sad! Be happy cause you're so much cooler than me! xP Yes I have! lol And I think you have a good voice so there! I win cause I win! lol ( i love that movie xP) Yes I do suck! lol A lot too! hehehhe. That is true. I wouldn't want to be deaf. tehe. I love those pics. *does them* Yeah the boots are a bit.. um... but I still like them! Not as much as those really really cool pumas though! hehe

Me: Lol My mom finally caught up with the word and she was waiting for me to come home, but she knows I would never do such a thing. I need to know the person at least 100 years to do them, unless their Mike, Clay, Nick and Chris ... or Aaron, Shawn, Elijah blah blah blah. lol. *becomes happy but then un happy* Uh uh, you're cooler then me ... *knows the cool argument is going to last a while* Meh. We're both cool because we are becoming music freaks, like woah. <--- that's getting annoying a bit. lol. LMAO! I lose! Yay! ... *changes what you said* Yes I do suck Clay! lol A lot too! That's much better. xDD *looks at pics* Hmm, they seem to moving, and oh my mikey, it's the wild animal park! *covers eyes* Lol! Everything that CLay owns is cool, even if it's a bit odd. xP

Debbie: haha. At least she caught on. Yay, good for you! hehe At the convention the girls in our hotel room and the one next to ours was talking to Leah (the pastors wife) at like 1 in the morning and part of the conversation went on to like sex and stuff and yeah, Leah's really smart and has good advice. *smiles* Okay so that was pointless to say but oh well. xP Hahahaha that is true! Very true! Nuh uh you are so much cooler than me! hehe. Oh yes we are! lol WHOA now! lol Bad Vanessy! Don't change my writing to dirty things! LOL xP hehe. Yep yep! They look good on him though. xDD

Me: LMAO! Pointless things rock and are always interesting, so when you think their pointless it actually isn't ... I have no idea if that made sense but it did in my head. xP OMG! OMG! OMG! OMG! OMG! I wanna just go and smack myself. *does it* I said Chris, instead of Tyson. Wtf? I must be lacking on concentration thanks to the sexy Clay pics. lol. Mwahahaha, but you know its trueeeee! *shuts up* Okay fine. *won't do it again* I wanna get red converse shoes like Mike and buy black shoe laces so I can his twin, then I'll get blue ones to be Nick's twin. Random, indeed, that was. xP

Debbie: hehe that made perfect sense to me. xP very true too! hehe Bad Nessy! *pokes you* lol Tsk tsk. Clay will do that to you though! xP sure sure sure sure. lol. Oh that would be cool! I still can't find yellow converse. hehe. *is making relient k icons* whoo. i feel cool now. lol just kidding

Me: Yay, for once in my life I'm starting to make sense. *jumps in joy* Yes, Clay is bad like that. *pokes him .. softly* It's hard to poke him roughly. Thank God I'm not a guy because that would just sound weird. My pervertedness sucks. *needs to stop it* Is there any yellow converse? *never seen any* Have you tried converse.com? or hot topic? I've seen purple ones. *nods* Yay! Debbie is cool even if you were cool before that. xP I feel like making a graphic thingy but I don't know how. *has PSP* Pssh, I hate when I download yet I have no idea what to do with it. I'm only good in resizing stuff lol

Debbie: Woo! You've always made sense to me, but then again I am insane. xP haha I'll do it for you *jumps on Clay* lol. Haha. Pervertedness does suck.. but thats okay cause we can overcome it. *sounds so cheesy and giggles like crazy* There has to be. No, lol. I guess that would be easy to do to find them that way. lol. Yeah I've seen all colors, even polka dot ones, but not yellow. Haha. *isn't cool*. lol I can barely make them myself. I just try and it ends up turniing out like crap. lol. Aw well you are very good at it though hehe

Me: Haha, yep, in order to understand me you need that specialty. xP But you jumped him not poked him. *feels lonley* ... *jumps on Mike* I wuv you and your Mikey junior. It's so hard to tell him that, if I actually met him, I mean. He's so innocent, I swear him and Clay would become bestest friends forever and live happily ever after. xP Lol, I do hope so. *has three more years until she's considered an adult and to get over it* Meh, I don't want my birthday to come. *pushes it away* I'm celebrating Roberts birthday on the 24th just like I did for Clay birthday, even though I used the pie that my mom made as a cake. xP Lol! The polka dot ones are cool. I have a fetish for converse shoes, I need them all. Beanies too. *nods* Whatever. You're a PSP pro no matter what you say. xP Thank you. xDD I made a very cool icon of Michelle Branch. *nods*

Debbie: Hehe. It's a very seclusive club we have. lol. That is true. There is a big difference but either way I'm happy. xP Woo! See you're not lonely anymore! xP Aw, I bet he would jump on you first so you wouldn't have to say that. xP Aw that would be cute! I would like that, they'd be really hot best friends too. xP Aw! But birthdays's are good. You'll be I'm-even-cooler-now-cause-i'm-a-year-older-Nessy. lol Aw how cute! I didn't really get to celebrate *is a terrible person* hehe. Converse are cool. Beanies too yep. Psh I am no where near a pro. lol. Oh coolness!

Me: Woot! We are rad like captain rad ... I don't even think theres a captain rad. xP Oh well. *pretends there is* Yay! Mike is the best, and I wanna be a Kennerty. Haha, that's so close to Kennedy. x__X That would be a dream come true. *tries picturing it* I got it, yep, see it's one of my dreams. I can never picture something if it isn't my dream. xP Oh yeah, and they would have hot girlfriends. Which would be us. lol. AHAHAHA, yay, then I can get a drivers permit, and my brother wont have to complain about going to the store all the time. xP Awww, I should of invited you over, my family didn't really see the point but they never do when I invent it. xP Converse and Beanies should be mentioned in our anthem when we take over the world. xP YES YOU ARE! YES YOU ARE! YES YOU ARE! YES YOU ARE! YES YOU ARE! YES YOU ARE! YES YOU ARE! YES YOU ARE! YES YOU ARE! YES YOU ARE! YES YOU ARE! YES YOU ARE! YES YOU ARE! YES YOU ARE! YES YOU ARE! YES YOU ARE! YES YOU ARE! YES YOU ARE! YES YOU ARE! YES YOU ARE! YES YOU ARE! ... yes you are. xDD

Debbie: Whoo go captian rad! lol that woul be rad if there was a captian rad. xP Haha I thought you did say Kennedy at first. xP Awww how sweet. hehe. Oh yeah baby! lol And the four of us will be the coolest people everrrr! lol I can't wait to get my permit! *still hasn't gotten it poo* lol Aw! I would have loved to come! hehe. We can celebrate next year I guess. xP NOOOO> I"M NOT! lol *cringes* Ohh I'm proud of my icons *gives self a star sticker* Any chance you wanna see, even though they aren't that good. xP I like to show off things. xp

Me: LOL! That was hilarious then again everything is hilarious for me, I feel sorry for myself when I get a job. I'll be laughing constantly. xP Lol, my brother makes funny of me when I say 'Kennerty' I prounce the R too hard. x_X Of course we will, and you make Aiken babies while I make KenneRty babies. I'll spell KenneRty like that from now on. xP I'm kind of afraid to get mine. I might crash instantly. xP Yay! Or we could make the 30th of this month "Clay's 25 years old. Yay. It's been a month" anniversery/birthday thingy. xP YAY! *hands you a sticker that has Clay's and Mike's face on there* xP I WANNA SEE! YES! LET ME SEEEE! *wants to see the wonderful icons* Showing off is rad. *nods*

Debbie: Haha. Everything is hilarious. Its not just you things are funny. lol. *shuts up cause she has no idea what she is talking about* haha I'm lucky I work with little kids so I'm allowed to laugh a lot. xP Haha that's cute KenneRty lol. Wooo! That will be lots of fun! hehehe. I probably will too. x_X yikes but thats okay cause it will be cool enogh just ot have one. hehe. Wooo! That would be fun! lol. YAY! *licks sticker* Thank you!! hehe. Okay, don't get too excited though. Lol Yes it is. Rad is a cool word. xP

Debbie wants to directly connect.
Debbie is now directly connected.

Me: Lol! *knows what you were talking about* Ooooh, I can catch on fast. *glows with pride* Lol! If you laugh too much they may think your own something, but if they did ask you that you should say "Yeah, I am. I'm high on Aiken" ... that does sound like a drug. Hi. I'm high on KenneRty. Oh cool I'm going to use that now. lol. We can crash together and be perfectly fine after the crash because we're invincible. xDD *gets excited anyways* Yes it is, but not as cool as getting high on Aiken and KenneRty. xP

Debbie: Woo at least someone does! xP Yay go you! *gives you a sticker too* lol hahahaha. that would be funny. I'm high on AIIKEN hehe but you have to say it all high pitched like that. xP Woo! I like that one too. KenneRty! lol I liike saying that. xP Woo! Go invincible us! lol. hahaha. Oh yeah, I need to send them. durr. xP

Debbie: penguins rock. xP

Debbie: hahaha. random

Debbie: i saw that on the site and thought it was funny. xP

Debbie: and super star matt lol i think thats all

Me: Yay! *saves sticker for her next humping session* xP Haha, okay. *is going to make a clip* xP It's contagious. xP LMAO! Yes, the send button is jsut right there. xP Holy moley, I wnat to make cool icons like those! lol

Me: Awww, how cute!

Debbie: ahh! they're going slow again! STOP! GO FASTER! lol

Me: *gawks*

Me: lol

Debbie: hehe. those are always fun. xP woo! Clips are fun! lol Yes it is! xP hahaha. *pokes self* hehe . you can!

Debbie: meh not that good. but you can see them all. i think dave is sezzy lol

Me: DAVE HAS A ... BEANIE! He is sezzy, haha, I like that word. He has Tyson eyes, kind of. xP My clips are scary, and always seem to make a lot. :-\ Nooo, I can't. The only cool effects I can do with icons are the whole buttonsize things and clone style stuff. x_x

Debbie: Yes he does! hehe I love it. bwhaha. It is a fun word. Just like rad. xP I love your clips! lol. Yes you can! Half the stuff I do is just me fooling around with the clickie things! lol

Me: Yay! Sezzy and Rad or ... cool words, I was about to say rad, but it's needs a rest. lol. Haha, this clip I made is scary. I have a goofy laugh at the end. x_X The fooling around is terrific! *should fool around* lol

Me:

Me: Stupid laugh, I swear I need to kill it. lol

Debbie: hahaha. you can never use the word rad too much. lol. heheheh I LOVE it! Lol! *glomps the clip over and over*

Debbie: I will stop making and sending poo avvys soon i swear! lol

Me: True. Raaaaad, you like it. xP Awww, it's okay. I like the icons, their RAD! xDD

Debbie: I'm making up for lost time. the last one I made was on nov. 2 lol. it's been a month. Lol Thanks! xP

Debbie: eeep! i need to take a shower and write an essay! i really gotta go! bye hun! i love you! sweet aiken and kenneRty dreams! lol

Me: Wow. I really like that one though, because it has a perty guitar. Guys with guitars are rad. lol Aww, night Debbie! Sweet Aiken KenneRty dreams to you too, hehe. Love ya! *hugs*
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If you finished reading the whole thing. You have no life. At all. xP J/k. ^_~

Test lj-cut thingy

Mon, 01 Dec 2003 21:48:54 GMT

See, then it goes to a new page. xD

And I just felt like posting this. xP

December.

Mon, 01 Dec 2003 18:43:19 GMT

I am not dead.

My birthday is coming up.

Christmas is coming up toooooo.

Robert's birthday is on Christmas eve.

Jake's birthday went bye bye, and now he's 16.

I uploaded 3 Nick icons because he's oh so col like that.

I think I'm getting sick of school because I'm not listening.

That was fun.

Quick facts

Wed, 26 Nov 2003 02:01:57 GMT

I'm about to see X2: X-Men United at Joseph's house in 2 minutes so this is going to be one hell of a fast entry. Patrick, Kevin, and my boyfriend, Jake are going to watch it too. I'll ask Jake if he wants to play Bobby and I'll play Rogue. ^_~ Whoa. I swear I just heard thunder. x_X We have some very odd weather going on right now it's scaring me. Shit, it's 7, I gotta before they start without me.

Mon, 24 Nov 2003 04:06:34 GMT

Jake is back! Jake is back! Jake is back! WOOHOO! I just got back from eating dinner over at his house. His mom is such a great cooker. Yes, I said 'cooker'. xP I couldn't stop hugging and kissing Jake when he came back, it was like if he came back from war or something. I'm not kidding. But he didn't mind he's so gentle with me it would be cool if we got married and we can tell our children that we met back in highschool. Dude, I shouldn't be thinking of marriage. Education ~~Playing guitar~~ is so much better. It's been cold all day and have I mentioned how hot Jake looks with his beanie and a hoodie on?! Because gosh dang it he's sizzling. Whoa, that was odd of me to say. Ok, enough about Jake, lets rewind to 11 o'clock that when church starts. Chris arrived late, bad him. I think we're getting more comfortable with each other before he went to sit down with the rest of his family he came up behind me put his arm around me and goes "How are you?" and I wasn't expecting it so it took seconds for me to answer back and I go "I'm good. I see that your late." then I gave this very weird giggle and he gives me this gorgeous smile I thought I was going to orgasm there. x_X Anyways back to the convo, he told me "Yeah, our car wouldn't start so that's what kept us. I would love to talk to you more but there's no empty seats near you so I have to go up a bit. I'll talk to you later" all I did was say ok, because I was a little shocked that he wanted to talk to me. After communion he asked my mom if I could go outside with him and walk in the garden with him and she said I could. I loved her for that, lol. So we were walking and guess what? He asked if I could go on a date with him sometime, but I told him I had a boyfriend, and I swear he was going to cry right then and there. I was going to cry also. He's beautiful. It's like, god hates me in this certain way that he's making me go through temptation. I don't know. lol. I told Jake and he said the sweetest things that I cannot get out of my head. He's so calm when I tell him stuff like that. It's surreal. I just hope Chris still wants to talk to me. :'( I depress myself a lot I should really stop. Well, I should be grateful that I have all this coming to me. I have a great boyfriend, great friends, most of them are online but fuck that. Their much better then face to face friends. Fucking hell I sound like Nick. I've been reading too many interviews with him. Haha, not really. Joseph and I were like "Let's say words that are parents get mad at us for saying or people consider them as 'bad words'." so we kept saying, fuck you, fucking piece of shit, lets get fucked up. It's really odd, but if you were with us you would be laughing so hard like us. Okay. I'll stop here. It's time for me to get in Mike's pants. AHAHAHAHA. Stupid eggnog. *falls off chair*

... *puts this entry in her GJ too*

WE WiSH YOU A MERRY CHRiSTMAS AND A MiKEY NEW YEAR

Tue, 18 Nov 2003 22:36:53 GMT

I know, it seems like I left my LJ but I haven't. I'm too addicted to it, that every day I come here just to check up on it. But I feel like updating here for once. My math teacher is so cool. He likes Guns N' Roses and I love him for that. That's the best fucking band. EVER. One of there CD'S is on my Christmas list. I made a Christmas list in my GJ but that one sucks, I'll just buy that when I save up enough money. ~~That will take a million years~~. Since I'm so bored I'll just post my new list here. xDD

1. Guns N' Roses: Appetite for Destruction [EXPLICIT LYRICS]

2. Goo Goo Dolls: Tribute to Goo Goo Dolls

3. Rammstein: Mutter

4. AAR: All-American Rejects: Live From Oklahoma... Too Bad For Hell!

5. Philips MC120 CD Shelf System

It's almost 3 months that Jake and I have been going out. Bloody hell. x_X

Wed, 05 Nov 2003 21:44:21 GMT

DEBBIE LOVES VANESSY! xP

My ass is like ... Bleh. xP

Sat, 01 Nov 2003 20:03:33 GMT

I should make a nice update on here, before LJ decides to destroy my journal. Halloween was fun, Jake and his friends came over. We talked, skate, talked some more, and got high .. on candy that is. xP I might not be on the internet at all this week, until Friday, because I have tons of studying to do, and I wont have enough time to browse the internet. Plus, my brother and I are gonna do "Cribs" by touring around the house with the camcorder, I'm gonna play Tyson's, Mike's, Nick's, and Chris's girlfriend. I have so many boyfriends, because I'm cool like that. xP Uh, yeah. So I love playing with the camcorder. xP How boring this entry is. *goes off to find more Mike pictures*

I am so not cool.

Tue, 28 Oct 2003 03:30:02 GMT

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How scary, yes indeed. *spins*

Hem hem.

Sun, 26 Oct 2003 21:48:34 GMT

I am going to make a entry where you can hear my voice, which will be provided by AudioBlog. It will be posted later on tonight, once I think of something to say. xP

Oh man.

Wed, 15 Oct 2003 04:07:21 GMT

I know I said that LJ sucked, but I was just annoyed at some stuff, so I really didn't mean it. GJ is only becoming popular because it has free image hosting, and you can have up to 1,000 icons. Whoop. Dee. Doo. I see nothing fancy about it still, just those two features, if it had more, I would definitely go crazy over it. But, that's just my opinion.

Annalyssa might spend the weekend at my house, depending if her mom doesn't have anything planned that involves her, if she can't come over, then the halloween weekend she'll stay for sure. xDD *is happy* But when she does come over, we are gonna make commercials and short movies with my brothers camcorder. One commercial we have planned out, for her love for Orli. Yes, it' the classic 'Lembas bread' commercial. xP I'll be holding up a regular sandwich bread, and say "Lembas! One small bite ... " I'll take a bite, then Annalyssa will say the rest of the line "can fill the stomach of a full grown man" I'll say "Mmm" give the bread a weird look, and faint, then she'll go "But, you must eat with caution" then smile. Yeah, we are so weird, when were done, maybe I'll upload the clip and post the link here ... maybe. xP I wish I could type up more, but it's 10:00 already, and I need my rest for the big trip tomorrow. I'm gonna miss Jake so much, I couldn't stop cuddling with him, when he came over tonight. My last cuddle with him will be early tomorrow morning, until Friday morning. *pouts* Oh well. Ciao.

~~I had a dream that I met Mike at the Starbucks near me, and we had a little conversation, then it lead to one thing ... sex. It was nice, but scary. Felt to real. x_X~~

Dum dee dum dum, I am innocent. xDD

Mon, 13 Oct 2003 22:15:19 GMT

Hahaha. Whoops, I didn't mean to make that stupid entry. I am too lazy to delete it.

I LOVE EVERYONE, BUT MY LIVEJOURNAL DOESN'T LIKE ME.

~~LiveJournal sucks. GreatestJournal rocks.~~

Happy, depressed, and angry. Not good.

Sat, 11 Oct 2003 21:37:47 GMT

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertone just caught in the undertone)
Every step I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertone just caught in the undertone)

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I've becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertone just caught in the undertone)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertone just caught in the undertone)
And every second I waste is more than I can take

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I've becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I've becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Is everything what you want me to be
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Is everything what you want me to be

"Numb" by Linkin Park

Oh squee!

Fri, 10 Oct 2003 03:14:51 GMT

I went to Wal-Mart with Jake, he got his license today. xDD His mom needed some grocery, so he said he would go, and I decided to come with him. We forgot the list of stuff she needed, so we had to go back to his house and get the list, when we were heading to Wal-Mart, it started raining, it seems to always rain when I go somewhere. x_X Anyways, there was this guy that looked like Louie ...

He looked exactly like that, Jake was checking out the eggs, haha. So, I smiled at the guy, and he smiled back, after that, Jake and I were heading towards the cash register, he was following us. I think Jake noticed, because he gave me a quick kiss, once he did that, Louie Jr. left. *cries* Oh well, now that I have a boyfriend, I'm suddenly attracting cute guys. No fair. Lol. xP

WHAT THE FUCK!? I'm watching Primetime, and the interview lady that's interviewing Clay, she said that the majority of southern people are gay. Stupid Yankees, I bet it was them. I'm a proud southerner and there's nothing you can do about it. xP Clay and I have one major thing in common, being southern. *giggles*

RAAAAAIN

Wed, 08 Oct 2003 20:28:41 GMT

I wanna marry the rain, thanks to the nice rain clouds, I got out of school early, because my school was being flooded in the inside. When I come home, guess who I find outside? JAAAAAAAAAAKE. HAHA, it was funny, because he's all smiling when I got out of the car and I was like ...

Me: What are you doing here? Shouldn't you be at school?

Jake: Yeah, but once I dropped you off, I went back home. I asked you if you wanted to take a day off and you said no, so here I am ... what are you doing out so early?

Me: School is being flooded.

Jake: Cool. You should of made your back pack into a boat. *makes fishy noises*

Me: What? Never mind. I'll be out in a second let me take my stuff in.

Jake: Okay my little fishy. *sings theme song for 'My little Pony' but in only change the pony to fishy*

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Weird. I know. I think he's high, but I wont ask him. xP School sucked though, even if we got out early, I have shit loads of homework. *kicks it*

I HAVE A FRICKEN HICKEY!

Wed, 08 Oct 2003 02:03:35 GMT

Wow. I thought I would never get a hickey in my entire life. Haha. Now tons of weird rumors will definately go around at school tomorrow. Jake and I are doing this unpurpose to see how everyone will react. I'm gonna wear my jacket to protect my neck, so my brother wont see it, if he sees it, I'm dead. Well, Jake will be more dead then me. LMFAO. I'm trying to give Jake one right now, but I seriously suck, or he's just too damn pale. *pokes his skin* Joseph is giving us weird looks, he knows he wants to join in on the fun, but is refusing not to. Silly boy, I wasn't born yesterday. xP

IT'S SO COLD OUTSIDE, I FEEL LIKE FROSTY THE SNOWWOMAN. *cuddles next to Jake, while trying to give him a hickey, and type at the same time* Dude, I ain't good in multi tasking. xP WOOHOO! I DID IT! ... I made it too big though, holy shit, there's gonna be weird talk at his school the most. Haha. What our parents don't know about us, or doing for that matter. I'll be good from now on, so Santa will bring me nice crappy present. *spins*

Everything takes the best of me. Poo.

Tue, 07 Oct 2003 20:39:38 GMT

I had another physical done today. This time it was to see if I'm up to dancing this year and next year. Squee, I'm gonna be doing River dance, fun fun. xDD I have no homework today, does this mean God is finally starting to love me? x_X He surely didn't love me a few days ago. *pokes self* Haha. I'm spending the night at Jake's house, because everyone in my family will be gone to Alabama to visit some cousin that's dying. I have no idea who this person is, because they never introduced me to her when I was born, so that's why I'm not going. They already left, so I'm just getting my stuff ready to head off to Jake's house. I think he's going to pick me up ... I don't know. I'll call him up around 4:30, since he's still in school. I only went to 4 periods today, I have 8 periods all together, it used to be 7, but I'm taking another class. For once I'm getting better on a skateboard, probably because Jake gave me a lot of his luck. Oh dude! I forgot to mention this, everyone at school thinks I lost my virginity to Jake. AHAHAHAHAHA. I have no idea but that cracks me up. Not true, by the way. So don't comment me by asking if it's true. I would do no such thing, until I'm married ... unless I only have a short period of living, then I would. xP

My brother is working late tonight, he's not going with the rest of the family to see that certain cousin, so yeah, that's another reason why I'm spending the night at his house. I can imagine what everyone is going to say when they notice me go in his house and never come out until the next morning. A lot of rumors are going around about me, and I seriously don't like it. *sighs* Nothing I can really do about it.

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SQUEE! I GOT JAKE! I mean, Mike. *twitches* GO ME!

... Wow ...

Sun, 05 Oct 2003 19:43:50 GMT

Oh such sweet sorrow. *ahem* I have no idea why I posted that, but I will not turn this into a pointless entry.

JAKE KISSED ME!

Oh how I longed for that kiss, and I received it today. It was perfect. Just absolutely perfect, and I think I have a fever. xP

In other news. I met an old and very good friend of mine at church, we exchanged phone numbers, to keep in touch. Squee. I love Sunday. No school on Monday either. AHAHAHAHAHA. xDD

I. Love. Canadians.

Sun, 05 Oct 2003 01:44:34 GMT

The airshow was fucking great. I got autographs from the Canadian Snowbird pilots, and took a picture with one of them, because he was really cute. xP Uh. I'll type more about the airshow tomorrow, because my eyes hurt, I have a really bad tan, and I wanna go skate outside, but someone else is skating, and I hate skating in front of people. I get shy and I screw up. xP