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*le sigh* [12 Feb 2004|09:08pm]
I moved to: www.livejournal.com/~elijah_diseased

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[01 Feb 2004|09:50pm]
Testing to see if this small thingy works. Ignore.
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[12 Dec 2003|10:29pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

I WANT ELIJAH WOOD. TO FUCK ME NOW, AND FUCK ME GOOD. UNTIL I CAN'T FUCKING WALK ANYMORE!


Have you noticed that I've grown a liking to say 'fuck' all the time. It's fun. Blame Joseph please. FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK. AHAHAHAHA. *ahem* But I seriously wanna do Elijah, and if you must know. My obsession is back, I can't believe I flew away from the ... words can't explain who he is, he's just so fucking gorgeous, and I'll stop saying fuck. Oops, I said it again. xP
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McDonalds [11 Dec 2003|03:56pm]
[ mood | Fucking Crazy ]
[ music | "Detroit Rock City" - KISS ]

I just bought a double cheese hamburger and I'm eating like I haven't ate for ages. Actually, I haven't ate anything all day until now. I didn't have enough time to get my daily dose of coffee, orange juice, toast, and cereal. I was studying since last night until an hour ago, so I thought studying was more important then food. Odd. I know. xP Man, this song makes me wanna see Detroit Rock City. :-/ I'll think I'll go do that.

6 MORE DAYS UNTIL I GET TO SEE RETURN OF THE KING! FUCK YEAH, BABY! *licks Frodo*</hr>

I'm not perverted. xDD

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[10 Dec 2003|08:56pm]
[ mood | cranky ]
[ music | "Kennedy" - Kill Hannah ]

HOLY FUCKING HELL! CLAY AIKEN LOOKED DAMN SEXY! I nearly fainted. *goes back to breathing normally* I'm still mad he didn't pick me as his guitarist. Oh well, maybe next time? Come on, show some love to your fellow southerners, Clay! ... Even if the Atlas for Texas cut out El Paso. *pokes them*

WTF?! WTF?! WHAAAAAAT THEEEEEEEEEEEEE FUUUUUUUUUCK?! 50 WON A FUCKING AWARD WHEN HE CLEARLY RAPS ABOUT SHIT THAT ANYONE CAN RAP ABOUT IN SECONDS! Seether should of won an award, they clearly deserved one. I can't believe LP didn't win anything, 3 Doors Down won it instead. As much as I like that band, they aren't as good as LP but that's just my opinion.

When the fuck is AAR going to win something? Seriously. Music awards are getting pathetic. Does anyone know what good music is anymore?

I'll stop rambling. I HATE THAT FUCKING DOG TOO! HE DISSED CLAY! HOW DARE HE! *chokes it* Yeah, I'm pissed off. Billboard Awards sucked this year. *sighs* At least Clay peformed. *is happy* And Evanescence.

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[04 Dec 2003|10:24pm]
[ mood | good ]

I'm going to see Return of the King twice! On December 17 and on my birthday. My mom can't wait until my birthday so I'm not going to school that day, she wants me to have a LotR day. *is all happy*

I got done watching a special program about RotK on ABC. It was good. I was crying at the clip they showed though. Damn me for being so emotional. I need to ask Jake if he can come with us, Joseph is coming with us. But since it's like, 10 already over here. I need to get some rest.

Oh and one other thing, I'm going to the Christmas tree lighting here on Saturday, yay. xDD I'll make this longer, because ... I have no idea. I flushed Joseph's 'Nightmare Before Christmas' pillow case down the toilet because he got me mad and shit and when he noticed what I did he yells "NO WAY!" and I just calmly said "Way." haha, it would of been funny if you were there. Yeah. *shuts up*

Edit:

my paper heart
you are track numeral uno


What AAR song are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

Go me. xDD

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Meh. [02 Dec 2003|12:02am]
[ mood | high ]

First off, let me just say, that I'm glad I didnt' get you confused about the lj cut coding, Raquel. Glad I helped out. But anything for a friend, really. :) *hugs*


Wow. School was long for me today, I thought it would never end. It's odd because Thanksgiving vacation went really fast, and I had 4 days to relax and stuff, but today went so slow when it should of been switched around. Yeah, that didn't make any sense, but what do you expect, it's 11 at night. I'm tired. But my head hurts a little and I'm too hyper to sleep. After school I went to my cousins house and dropped off some pans that they brought during Thanksgiving it's no fun having pans clatter and make lots of noise in your back pack while your walking. I even got chased by a dog because of them. x_X After that I went home watched TV, then Jake calls me up like 20 mintues later asking if I could come over so I did right after my mom got home and stuff because I can't leave the chicken that I put in the oven by itself, it might explode. xP When I got to Jake's house he was in his boxers, and it didnt even take me long to get to his house because he lives in the same street as me. Yes, I've been meaning to mention that him and his family moved at the nice empty house on my street and it's big enough for him and his family so now Joseph, Jake, and I can become musketeers on the street. xP I discovered I'm a bad kisser. Kind of. It's like I have to pull Jake to me in order to kiss him or have people around us so we can show off. Cuddling is nice, but I would like a kiss or two. Now I'm just whining over a simple thing. Meh, I'll talk to Joseph about it, or maybe Jake instead. I don't know.

KenneRty )

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Test lj-cut thingy [01 Dec 2003|02:47pm]
I <3 Raquel )
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December. [01 Dec 2003|11:30am]
[ mood | okay ]

I am not dead.

My birthday is coming up.

Christmas is coming up toooooo.

Robert's birthday is on Christmas eve.

Jake's birthday went bye bye, and now he's 16.

I uploaded 3 Nick icons because he's oh so col like that.

I think I'm getting sick of school because I'm not listening.

That was fun.

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Quick facts [25 Nov 2003|06:57pm]
[ mood | anxious ]
[ music | Wind and perhaps thunder. ]

I'm about to see X2: X-Men United at Joseph's house in 2 minutes so this is going to be one hell of a fast entry. Patrick, Kevin, and my boyfriend, Jake are going to watch it too. I'll ask Jake if he wants to play Bobby and I'll play Rogue. ^_~ Whoa. I swear I just heard thunder. x_X We have some very odd weather going on right now it's scaring me. Shit, it's 7, I gotta before they start without me.

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[23 Nov 2003|09:00pm]
[ mood | mellow ]
[ music | Malcom in the Middle ]

Jake is back! Jake is back! Jake is back! WOOHOO! I just got back from eating dinner over at his house. His mom is such a great cooker. Yes, I said 'cooker'. xP I couldn't stop hugging and kissing Jake when he came back, it was like if he came back from war or something. I'm not kidding. But he didn't mind he's so gentle with me it would be cool if we got married and we can tell our children that we met back in highschool. Dude, I shouldn't be thinking of marriage. Education Playing guitar is so much better. It's been cold all day and have I mentioned how hot Jake looks with his beanie and a hoodie on?! Because gosh dang it he's sizzling. Whoa, that was odd of me to say. Ok, enough about Jake, lets rewind to 11 o'clock that when church starts. Chris arrived late, bad him. I think we're getting more comfortable with each other before he went to sit down with the rest of his family he came up behind me put his arm around me and goes "How are you?" and I wasn't expecting it so it took seconds for me to answer back and I go "I'm good. I see that your late." then I gave this very weird giggle and he gives me this gorgeous smile I thought I was going to orgasm there. x_X Anyways back to the convo, he told me "Yeah, our car wouldn't start so that's what kept us. I would love to talk to you more but there's no empty seats near you so I have to go up a bit. I'll talk to you later" all I did was say ok, because I was a little shocked that he wanted to talk to me. After communion he asked my mom if I could go outside with him and walk in the garden with him and she said I could. I loved her for that, lol. So we were walking and guess what? He asked if I could go on a date with him sometime, but I told him I had a boyfriend, and I swear he was going to cry right then and there. I was going to cry also. He's beautiful. It's like, god hates me in this certain way that he's making me go through temptation. I don't know. lol. I told Jake and he said the sweetest things that I cannot get out of my head. He's so calm when I tell him stuff like that. It's surreal. I just hope Chris still wants to talk to me. :'( I depress myself a lot I should really stop. Well, I should be grateful that I have all this coming to me. I have a great boyfriend, great friends, most of them are online but fuck that. Their much better then face to face friends. Fucking hell I sound like Nick. I've been reading too many interviews with him. Haha, not really. Joseph and I were like "Let's say words that are parents get mad at us for saying or people consider them as 'bad words'." so we kept saying, fuck you, fucking piece of shit, lets get fucked up. It's really odd, but if you were with us you would be laughing so hard like us. Okay. I'll stop here. It's time for me to get in Mike's pants. AHAHAHAHA. Stupid eggnog. *falls off chair*

... *puts this entry in her GJ too*

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WE WiSH YOU A MERRY CHRiSTMAS AND A MiKEY NEW YEAR [18 Nov 2003|03:32pm]
[ mood | geeky ]
[ music | "Tourniquet" - Evanescence ]

I know, it seems like I left my LJ but I haven't. I'm too addicted to it, that every day I come here just to check up on it. But I feel like updating here for once. My math teacher is so cool. He likes Guns N' Roses and I love him for that. That's the best fucking band. EVER. One of there CD'S is on my Christmas list. I made a Christmas list in my GJ but that one sucks, I'll just buy that when I save up enough money. That will take a million years. Since I'm so bored I'll just post my new list here. xDD

1. Guns N' Roses: Appetite for Destruction [EXPLICIT LYRICS]

2. Goo Goo Dolls: Tribute to Goo Goo Dolls

3. Rammstein: Mutter

4. AAR: All-American Rejects: Live From Oklahoma... Too Bad For Hell!

5. Philips MC120 CD Shelf System

It's almost 3 months that Jake and I have been going out. Bloody hell. x_X

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[05 Nov 2003|01:44pm]
DEBBIE LOVES VANESSY! xP
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My ass is like ... Bleh. xP [01 Nov 2003|12:56pm]
[ mood | thankful ]
[ music | "Way Away" - Yellowcard ]

I should make a nice update on here, before LJ decides to destroy my journal. Halloween was fun, Jake and his friends came over. We talked, skate, talked some more, and got high .. on candy that is. xP I might not be on the internet at all this week, until Friday, because I have tons of studying to do, and I wont have enough time to browse the internet. Plus, my brother and I are gonna do "Cribs" by touring around the house with the camcorder, I'm gonna play Tyson's, Mike's, Nick's, and Chris's girlfriend. I have so many boyfriends, because I'm cool like that. xP Uh, yeah. So I love playing with the camcorder. xP How boring this entry is. *goes off to find more Mike pictures*

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I am so not cool. [27 Oct 2003|08:28pm]
[ mood | artistic ]
[ music | "Paper Heart" - All-American Rejects ]

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How scary, yes indeed. *spins*

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Hem hem. [26 Oct 2003|02:44pm]
[ mood | ditzy ]
[ music | "Crawling in the Dark" - Hoobastank ]

I am going to make a entry where you can hear my voice, which will be provided by AudioBlog. It will be posted later on tonight, once I think of something to say. xP

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Oh man. [14 Oct 2003|09:55pm]
[ mood | gloomy ]
[ music | "What It Is To Burn" - Finch ]

I know I said that LJ sucked, but I was just annoyed at some stuff, so I really didn't mean it. GJ is only becoming popular because it has free image hosting, and you can have up to 1,000 icons. Whoop. Dee. Doo. I see nothing fancy about it still, just those two features, if it had more, I would definitely go crazy over it. But, that's just my opinion.

Annalyssa might spend the weekend at my house, depending if her mom doesn't have anything planned that involves her, if she can't come over, then the halloween weekend she'll stay for sure. xDD *is happy* But when she does come over, we are gonna make commercials and short movies with my brothers camcorder. One commercial we have planned out, for her love for Orli. Yes, it' the classic 'Lembas bread' commercial. xP I'll be holding up a regular sandwich bread, and say "Lembas! One small bite ... " I'll take a bite, then Annalyssa will say the rest of the line "can fill the stomach of a full grown man" I'll say "Mmm" give the bread a weird look, and faint, then she'll go "But, you must eat with caution" then smile. Yeah, we are so weird, when were done, maybe I'll upload the clip and post the link here ... maybe. xP I wish I could type up more, but it's 10:00 already, and I need my rest for the big trip tomorrow. I'm gonna miss Jake so much, I couldn't stop cuddling with him, when he came over tonight. My last cuddle with him will be early tomorrow morning, until Friday morning. *pouts* Oh well. Ciao.

I had a dream that I met Mike at the Starbucks near me, and we had a little conversation, then it lead to one thing ... sex. It was nice, but scary. Felt to real. x_X

Dum dee dum dum, I am innocent. xDD

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[13 Oct 2003|04:12pm]
[ mood | weird ]

Hahaha. Whoops, I didn't mean to make that stupid entry. I am too lazy to delete it.


I LOVE EVERYONE, BUT MY LIVEJOURNAL DOESN'T LIKE ME.

LiveJournal sucks. GreatestJournal rocks.

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Happy, depressed, and angry. Not good. [11 Oct 2003|03:36pm]
[ mood | moody ]

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertone just caught in the undertone)
Every step I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertone just caught in the undertone)

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I've becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertone just caught in the undertone)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertone just caught in the undertone)
And every second I waste is more than I can take

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I've becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I've becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Is everything what you want me to be
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Is everything what you want me to be

"Numb" by Linkin Park

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Oh squee! [09 Oct 2003|08:56pm]
[ mood | mischievous ]
[ music | Clay's sexy voice. ]

I went to Wal-Mart with Jake, he got his license today. xDD His mom needed some grocery, so he said he would go, and I decided to come with him. We forgot the list of stuff she needed, so we had to go back to his house and get the list, when we were heading to Wal-Mart, it started raining, it seems to always rain when I go somewhere. x_X Anyways, there was this guy that looked like Louie ...



He looked exactly like that, Jake was checking out the eggs, haha. So, I smiled at the guy, and he smiled back, after that, Jake and I were heading towards the cash register, he was following us. I think Jake noticed, because he gave me a quick kiss, once he did that, Louie Jr. left. *cries* Oh well, now that I have a boyfriend, I'm suddenly attracting cute guys. No fair. Lol. xP

WHAT THE FUCK!? I'm watching Primetime, and the interview lady that's interviewing Clay, she said that the majority of southern people are gay. Stupid Yankees, I bet it was them. I'm a proud southerner and there's nothing you can do about it. xP Clay and I have one major thing in common, being southern. *giggles*

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